When I didn’t know there are other choices, I tend to just hang on one tree and try my best to make it work even if it doesn’t work. Now that I realize there are actually a lot more options for me I think, I just need to find them.
The fact is that I quit my intern in 3 days but who knows what’s going to happen next? I am looking forward to intern in the best university in China and look at all the cute boys walking around campus.
Cheers. Happy again.
Difference
Most people think of their own benefits first when something happens. I try to think of other people and try to be nice. The fact is that I will be the one who get disadvantage most of the cases. Too many lessons learned so far.
Yan will be my new role model from now on. Knowing what he wants and no one can ever take advantage of him. Yes being mean and shellfish is my new goal now. :) I will always be my first priority. (besides my parents)
Architecture makes me have no life. No matter in china or in the states. Getting off at 8 everyday and have to eat dinner alone since all my friends gets off at 6… The only good thing is that I don’t have homework no more.
I mean everyone is working hard for life, to get whatever they want to get in life so they work hard.
I have no trouble to have no life in the US, why it felt so different in china?
夢境
夢裡你來到了我的學校，牽著我的手在校園中慢跑 然後在學校的教堂裡make out 向往常那樣你把我抱了起來 深深的擁吻 為甚麼只有對你 從來感覺不到膩
I miss my car
北京真的是各种的suck, 人多，拥挤，脏。
在alfa的人群中意识到我最爱的人在美国 想要爱的人在纽约 我为什么回国？stupid。
beijing sucks in all different ways. Crowded, people everywhere, dirty.
In the crowded club, I realized that the one I loved most is in the states, and the one I want to love is in New York, why am I in China? Stupid leo.
Addicted
在我匆匆前進的時候，有多少人或事被我留下呢？ the fact is, I have been thinking of you every single minute, even if maybe it doesn’t even matter to you. 也許這次旅程的另外一個目是幫助自己戒掉你。
Let’s pray that I can use my iPhone in china so I can message people. The only person I am worried about is Yan. Just a lit bit tho. I am the first person he will come to when he is bored and that’s pretty much everyday. Hope he will be fine without me for 3 months. Cheers and yay for china
I have a feeling that I am going to miss you a lot. Coz it starts already……
